Goodbye

I’m not leaving tumblr, just this account. I started it 3.5 years ago and during that time, I…

- Got kicked out of my social circle
- Switched jobs and careers
- Moved (twice)
- Bought a House
- Had like, lust and heartbreak. A lot of lust. I miss the lust.
- Went through kitchen renovation from Hell
- lost my shit and finally sought professional psychological help.
- better living through chemistry for the win
- discovered I had giant tumor in uterus and had to have hysterectomy
- turns out removing a couple pounds of organ and tumor really messes up how your body works for about a year
- Had amazing career highs, including keynoting a conference in England and closing plenary for huge international conference

At my first shrink appointment I said “I want it get back to being the person I was.” Because I’m not who I used to be. For the first time, I realized this morning that that girl is gone and she’s not coming back. And further, I’m never gonna be the person that that girl thought I was going to become.

And I’m okay with that.

So I don’t know what’s next but I think I need to start fresh and stop hanging on to this relic of old me.

kgm42986:

guidetrainlove:

One that maintains a conversation record.YES
FUCKING
PLEASE

YES PLEASE

kgm42986:

guidetrainlove:

One that maintains a conversation record.

YES

FUCKING

PLEASE

YES PLEASE

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"You can’t find intimacy—you can’t find home—when you’re always hiding behind masks. Intimacy requires a certain level of vulnerability. It requires a certain level of you exposing your fragmented, contradictory self to someone else. You running the risk of having your core self rejected and hurt and misunderstood."

Junot Díaz (via theimperfectideal)

as my mother used to say, si señor!

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"Let go of relationships that do not serve you. That means negative people, dishonest people, people who don’t respect you, people who are overly critical and relationships that prevent you from growing. You can’t grow as a person, if you don’t have people in your life who want to grow with you."
— (via bodv)

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"You don’t owe people the person you used to be. You don’t have to talk to people who are speaking to the old you. If they want to drag old you out, and you’ve already left that person behind, they don’t get to talk to you. When you’ve gone from weakness to strength, you don’t owe a show of your former self to someone who just can’t wrap their head around your change."
— Dig Yourself (via offfme)

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That time in Duran Duran when John became a pirate.

(Source: john-taylor-daily)

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